When we mean that we want to start from 0, it cant really be. i mean we can, but were gonna have to forget about our whole pass, to start brand new. which means not remembering all of our memories whether they were good or bad. New you, start from 0 not from 2, cause itll never work out…
this i write as an expression of what happened about 3 weeks ago after history class. unbelivable… video soon, just need to set the right chords and corrections.
It was 10 at night, right after history class. i was walking towards my car (for now)
a honda of 1996. it was one of those stressful days. The way she was walking, motivate an excuse to talk to her. A beautiful white girl, like the ones on magazines. I ask her her what she was doing, she said with a crying voice, “waiting for my boyfriend.. to pick me up.”
Then i asked why she was sob and she said “because of him… it cheated on me, and now we broke-up”
“Dont fall for love you should lift yourself up, use a server if you want revenge” and she smiled…
we had a few words and i convinced her to come with me. after a coffee ill take her home. When we got into the car she pull out a cigarette i had an old lighter, and i offered some fire… and my hand was shaking.
She said “my name is haley,” while crossing her legs. I asked her where she lived and she said “in olympia, after this coffee we’ll see what happens”, then i got nervous, cause i never been there.
She smile at me while i was driving, i felt like an idiot; with my misted mirror. she said her parents were always busy and they were at that moment in a meeting in boca, she gave her name at the gate, then when they opened.. i was amazed.
I said, “ive never been here this place is great.” she said “its not all that” while we arrived at her place.
Why would i describe what we did in her room? i think its enough to resume that i even kissed her shadow, and little bit more…
//what is byron doing seducing with life?, what is byron doing constructing wounds? what is byron doing with his bed dreams? i asked myself….//
I told her “dont feel that lonely, i suffer even though its not the same. i have had a broken heart for a while, and hasnt completely healed yet.”
She told me, “come with me lets heal together, youre such a good lover”
“how we suffer from both social classes. you suffer in this nice house y suffer in a cave” lol
she told me “that doesnt matter youre a real man, a true alpha male and not an asshole” then i smiled and said “thanks”
//chorus//
from that night on her boyfriend left her for the other girl. But the blonde stops me always at 10 in the same… place….
Dont come with sermons neither worshiping yourself -__-
Dont tell me what I already know, its worthless to waste saliva that way.
Just bring that flowery dress on top of that purple bikini, that i took off from you several times.
I’ll invite you for you to invite me tonight… to the sin that i never invited you. Dont remember me cause you already know all my defaults.
Love like the one you share hurts whether you leave or stay. There is love without pride, and at the end.. they live only to lose their dignity.
//your life killed me. When you killed me, i met death; and death showed me how to live//
Dont fix whats not damaged, nobody here is ready to change. Hearts that get used, get wasted. They deserve liberty and rest.
Dont ask me to tell you what you already know, because you dont know what i dont know; and if something is missing… i forgot about it
//your life killed me me. When you killed me, i met death; and the death showed me how to live//
Love like the one you share hurts whether you leave or stay. There is love without pride, and at the end… they live only to lose their dignity…
//your life killed me. when you killed me, i met death; and death showed me how to live//
playing the guitar at the beach with wine and friends after the movies was pretty cool. just finished writing it. making corrections later, to get credit in comp class.
Slowly i begin kissing your lips. slowly without taking your clothes off. my bed doesnt deserve your body. Virgin like the amazon, too much for a wolf like me. but ideally for love.
Slowly i start in your heart, slowly and a button stops me. while you tell me youll help me, that fight in your head… follows me and the stop sign, that makes a decisive present. Should i steal the girl and give you the woman?
in my first time, do you see how im shaking? Ive had sex too many times, but i havent made love…
Also in my first time, ill put a concert to the judge; so we could relax together. ive had sex too many times but i havent made love…
